what happened to March?

i honestly don't know.

this month has been so hectic, and it feels like i've been running through it with my hands over my eyes.

we (and by we, i mean us high school seniors) spent march thinking what to do after march. we were preoccupied by the national final exam, so we spent a great deal of our time thinking "what if we fail? what if we don't fail? what will happen after high school?" and more importantly, "I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAY!"

personally, i find myself staring into space more and more frequently. most of the time i'm visualizing the beach and countless fun-filled sleepless nights.

march, compared to february, has been a drag. except for those few days where everything feels better, i've been feeling like banging my head against the wall.

Q: what is the best thing about March?

A: it's not over yet. there are 3 days left, and that can either be the best or the worst thing about this month.

i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

i tried not using my blackberry for about 2 weeks. the result was that i turned into a more productive human being since i didn't have to check my messages and twitter and facebook every five minutes. but what can i say? the thing gets me.