2009 review - part two.

Which was the best month for you? february, july, october, december

Which month(s) was the worst? june, november

What was the most significant thing that happened this year? one thing piles into another, and they become this huge chain of events.. if you know what i mean.

What person had the most impact on your life this year? friends and lover-turned-best friend

What was the best concert that you attended? the playground festival. does that count?

What was your biggest challenge of 2009? learning how to hold on and let go -- and fight for the things that are important to me

Your biggest regret? june 2009. and not making the most of some golden opportunities

What moments stand out to you the most? valentine's day, sweet 17, trip to hongkong and singapore, the retreat, the 'incident', laurensia cup, the break up, and the trip to bandung, and that.

What band did you listen to the most? jason mraz and muse ruled most of this year. but i kinda listen to lots of artists this year.

On a scale of 1-10, 2009 was: 8.5 -- it haven't been all rainbows and butterflies, but 2009 has definitely been interesting.

Did you:

Meet anyone special? yes :)

Get close to someone you didn’t expect to? yes

Have a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes

Have a relationship for more than 3 months? yes

Hook up with anyone, no strings attached? define "hook up"

Experience the death of a loved one? thankfully not

Get in a fight? yes

Lose a friend? yes

Get drunk? yes

Regret doing something? yes

Go to a concert? yes

Fall in love? well, i was in love

Fall out of love? yes

Get back together with an ex? no

Enjoy being single? yes

Accomplish a goal? yes

Learn something new? yes

Get arrested? no

Break up with someone? yes

Get a tattoo? no

Go to a party? yes

The New Year: 2010

What will you be doing on New Year’s Eve: family thing

Will you kiss anyone at midnight? very much NOT likely

Who do you WANT to kiss at midnight? who do you think deserves it?

What is your New Year’s resolution? new life, better me

Did you keep your resolution from last year? i don't think i have one

Do you think things will be different in 2010? ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY

What do you want most out of 2010? 2010, give me your best shot and take me on a wild ride

Do you think 2010 will be better than 2009? i'll make sure it does

2009 review.

things i lost this year:
- my favorite t-shirts and cardigan :(
- a few pounds -- thankfully
- a really bad habit of worrying about everything
- my mind--partially and occasionally
- people
- love

things i found this year:
- something to do with my future :)
- addiction to BlackBerry
- a whole lot of additions to my wardrobe
- confidence
- people
- something better in the horizon

i'm sure there are more to the list, but those are the major things that i really care about. and if i look hard enough, the 'lost' list would definitely be longer than the 'found', but let's not bring ourselves down this close to new year, shall we?

hey, i had tons of fun in 2009. this year has made it to top of the list of 'the years that changed me the most' -- overthrowing 2008. i have a feeling that 2010 will be the most revolutionizing year of all, tho.

:)

i heart them.

weheartit

lately i've been having trouble trying to find a place for my heart.

i thought of putting it in a box

but it kept banging against the lid

and it hurt

so i took it out and carried it with me everywhere

but it kept leaping and running away

and i got tired of trying to catch it

so i tried to put it back in the box

but it won't go back in there,

the troublesome thing.

missing in action no more.

yes, i have been missing for a while, but it's with a good reason.

november really got me down. it's the month when all the troubles that have been piling up through the year came crashing down. literally. it's when all your problems came banging on your door. i was in no mood for anything -- i just wanted to sleep my way through november.

last week i've been really busy with the final rush of assignments. i still have the final tests for this week, but the worst has passed and now i can breathe a little. my mood has lifted, now that i can finally look forward to holiday (due in exactly 9 days!) and a great final blowout to close this year with a BANG.

so expect more from me.

:)