so wrong, and it doesn't feel right at all.

weheartit.

i said the wrong thing.
so, so wrong.
it's almost like i did it on purpose, like i wanted to test if it would cause the same outcome as the one i've predicted. (well, not really. it was slightly worse.) like i did it on purpose to ruin my own happiness. like i wanted to ruin my own happiness myself, rather than letting anything else ruin it for me.
as if i needed more drama.
i could have stayed quiet and be content, but no, i had to put everyone--they, him, myself, Fate--to the test. and now i wish i could shovel the words back into my mouth. snatch it up, and choke on it.
choke choke choke.
but life would be too easy if that were possible.
and we know that nothing is supposed to be easy.